Yea, you read right, it may have taken me a while since i did my last reflection but it seems the right time to sit back and reflect my actions lately . but now i sit here and struggle to write down how i feel.
Let me break down different areas of my reflection, which may help me, 1 - my mothers departure, yea, still not ready to reflect there, so may come back to that later
. 2 - my father moving back to uk for good, easier, actually cannot wait for this as i feel i cannot give him want he needs and requires at the moment, so move to uk will be good for him and for me,
3 - work, oh bypass this one as well a job should be a means to paying for the life you lead and not be the focus of your life, yea, good.i think just by writing that means i may have actually reflected on this before and it worked . .
4 - lovelife- umm- umm, yea, will reflect privately i think. but i am still hopeful im going to be ok there.
5- rejection, what a word to reflect on and my actions just lately seem to be from that irrational feeling of rejection,so , helen , reflect , that remember , it is irrational to feel rejected .
6. i may have 2 cats now as i have a black cat visit now and now my home is being sprayed by 2 cats and ugh , mopping all the time, but my reflection is, what do i do, do i , keep missy out when i am not here, thus i can control spraying but how sad is that as i like coming home to her and even more worrying is, if missy is a she and black cat is a he, will i come home to many little missys one day,
7. money., yea very low down my reflection but still needs addressing as my bank balance does seem to be on the low side more than it is on the high side, will i need to give serious thought to flat sharing .
8. weather, yep